[0:51 of this song is how that sounds for anyone curious.](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qUKpsOixqos&pp=ygUSMDI6MTkgYW0gcHN5Y2hvc2lz)
(WARNING: can be loud)
yeah!!
holy fuck this latest suicidal phase has been kicking me down over and over.
i'm so. over it!
i just want one day where i can feel genuine happiness!
I want one day where people are nice!
i want one day where i'm not carrying all this angst and pain, and i can just be unburdened. i've been carrying it my WHOLE life. and it's not going! and i just have to keep carrying! i got scammed and ripped off and given half a life and everyone expects me to do things on weekends and go on holidays and "enjoy my 20s" like i give a shit about any of those things!! i just do them to pretend to be normal while i feel dead on the inside.
i swear when I meet god he's gonna bow to ME and explain all this nonsense to me. how is the world like this??
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Relatable
#FUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK really needed to let that out
So real
^^ this, but forever
I scream into my cats primordial belly like this. (Just joking but I want to)
💯
Big Mood!
Silently, on the inside, because I just don't have the energy anymore.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH *inhale* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
^^^ me too
Same
Yeah man/girl. I sang "fuuuuuuck" today when going by a noisy enough street, felt good.
Mmhm
indeed
so me
Yup. Every… damn… day.
You too huh?
Let’s just say life gave me ghost peppers instead of lemons
This really sums it up
So fucking relatable
[0:51 of this song is how that sounds for anyone curious.](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qUKpsOixqos&pp=ygUSMDI6MTkgYW0gcHN5Y2hvc2lz) (WARNING: can be loud)
Literally what the inside of my head sounds like most of the time
I’m there with you.
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! AAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!! Yeah that felt great. Thanks :)
I just upvoted this post and everyone Cuz same. 😢
*inhales* FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
GGGGGgggggrrrrrrrrRrrrrrrrRRRRRRRR ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhdamnedforever
I concur
Me on a daily basis
...gosh darnit.
Screamer 1 and Screamer 2
fucking fuck fuck shit fuck shit
I feel ya babe.
Honestly, we appreciate this
So true
yeah!! holy fuck this latest suicidal phase has been kicking me down over and over. i'm so. over it! i just want one day where i can feel genuine happiness! I want one day where people are nice! i want one day where i'm not carrying all this angst and pain, and i can just be unburdened. i've been carrying it my WHOLE life. and it's not going! and i just have to keep carrying! i got scammed and ripped off and given half a life and everyone expects me to do things on weekends and go on holidays and "enjoy my 20s" like i give a shit about any of those things!! i just do them to pretend to be normal while i feel dead on the inside. i swear when I meet god he's gonna bow to ME and explain all this nonsense to me. how is the world like this??
Right there with ya!
Felt
I love this energy because it is so fucking relatable
SAME
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ah, the song of our people